Well the big 4-0 is coming on the tenth and I literally have no plans or no one to spend it with. I’ll be honest and say it’s a bit depressing. My good friends have all moved away. Not even my parents will be here for my birthday as they are going to Las Vegas. My brother and all other relatives are long distance. I’m probably not even going to get anything from someone else close to me. This completely sucks. Isn’t the 40th Birthday suppose to be a big deal? Aren’t you suppose to have people throwing you a big huge bash for this one? Aren’t your best buds suppose to be taking you to a male stripper show and getting you shit faced?
Not married, no kids, career gone, life savings gone, home might be gone, no money, no friends, no family and no lover. Reaching the 40th year on top of all of this is a little too much. It is suppose to be one of those birthdays where you can look back and reflect on what you have accomplished in life and all the great people in your life. All it’s reminding me of is everything that I have lost.