This article says the most depressing day was on the 18th this year and this one predicted yesterday. For me it was today. I’m finally done in.
The economy beat me. It won. Congratulations economy. You won my career, my savings, my 401k, my stock, my health insurance, my car, my spirit, my confidence, my friends, my home pretty shortly along with my cat, independence and privacy. It’s all gone. All of it. What’s next? Cancer? That’s the only thing left for the taking is my health and if you plan on going after that then kill me because I can’t take any more of this shit.
Going on 2 years and 3 months of this and I thought I was done with tears. I was wrong. I’ve been crying since 5pm. At this moment that line from the movie as well as the title of it comes to mind, “They shoot horses don’t they?”