Today was pretty sucky. Just down. Didn’t want to be at work at all and not satisfied with my life there. It’s a nice place and all, close to where I live, still in the Training field and very grateful to have a job. Just down lately and sucking pretty bad for money. The pay is shit for what I do. When I got home I was antsy as hell and it felt like I had restless leg syndrome or something. I finally went and took a dip in the pool to get rid of what I think might be anxiety.
The water has cooled down quite a bit from when I was swimming weeks ago. But it wasn’t cold and still very nice. Tried to get as much exercise as I could while I watched all the Luke Air Force planes go by 2 by 2 on their way back to the base. Lots and lots of them were out tonight. Then I’d see loners going back. Must be the pretend bogeys. heh.
Came back to a pretty nice email from a guy I went on a date with a few years ago. That made me smile.
I feel better after the swim. I may have to take advantage of that in the next few nights. Maybe a date too.